The Dream of Coco

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Gina with Coco and Thimble in 1985.

The Dream of Coco
By Gina M. Gafford
Magical, Mystical and Just Plain Cool
Reading/Poem
Sponsored by the Literary Committee of the Arts Consortium of Carver County (ACCC)
Sower Gallery (Shepherd of the Hill Presbyterian Church, Chaska, Minnesota)
February 8, 2026, 12:00-2:00 p.m.

Whenever I am near a horse, I feel like everything will be okay. My heart gallops in rhythm with the horse. Dust fills my nostrils, always bringing me back to my youth.

When I was 10 years old, I met Heidi at school. She was two grades younger than I, but we connected right away. She introduced me to the world of horses. Heidi had a hobby farm on the outskirts of Chanhassen, Minnesota. I would walk to the hobby farm by cutting across fields. Back then, there were a few houses, and the business district was still a dream.

My first ride was on a Shetland pony named Thimble. Thimble was always tolerant of our shenanigans. We would ride on Thimble’s neck (I know that wasn’t very nice), invite her into the kitchen to eat out of the refrigerator, and take her into town where people would slow down to see the cream-colored pony.

Thimble was my first love until I met Coco a few years later. Coco was a chestnut brown quarter horse. She appeared so tall. I learned how to put on a bridle, saddle, and a lead rope. Coco was so majestic, I was in love.

I loved kissing her velvet nose and rubbing the white stripe on her forehead. I could feel the massive muscles under her short, rough fur.

Heidi and I took the horses for a swim in Lake Ann. It was a quiet lake; no motorboats were allowed. I rode Coco. I gently walked her into the calm, cool lake. She appeared confident as we got deeper and deeper. 

Then in one mystical moment, I was swimming with the horse. I didn’t even know horses could swim. As we rode bareback, Heidi and I laughed and laughed. Then Coco turned her head and bit me on my left thigh. After the sharp pain, I fell off the horse and began to cry. Heidi jumped off her horse to grab Coco’s halter. I couldn’t believe Coco bit me! The red spot turned into a huge black and blue bruise, the size of a grapefruit, and I had a new respect for horses. I forgave Coco for biting me.

Through the years, I rode Coco and other horses that joined the hobby farm. I begged my parents to buy me a horse, but they said they couldn’t afford one, and that we’d have to board it. Later, I volunteered at We Can Ride, which is a therapeutic riding program. I volunteered so I could be near horses and help children and adults with disabilities. It was an excellent program, and because of this reflection and story, I’m thinking about volunteering again.

The Dream of Coco, by GG

In the quiet stillness of the star-filled night,
Coco dreamt of running free.
She felt her dark gray hooves pounding on the packed white snow, 
and her warm, pumping breath, mixed with the glow of the morning sun. 
Her chocolate-brown mane whipped in the cool air. 
She had the confidence of a Mustang, wild and free.
In the morning, once the yellow sun reached the horizon,
Coco woke from her dream.
She shook her dusty mane
and felt the cool air filled with possibilities.
Coco’s spirit will always be wild and free.
Heidi Davis and Thimble in 1985.

Namaste.

Becoming a Diamond (Poem)

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Open Mic (Poetry Reading)
Chanhassen Library
7711 Kerber Blvd., Chanhassen, Minnesota
February 14, 2026, 10:00 a.m. - 12:00 p.m.                                                                                                                                           


Becoming a Diamond, by GG

My ancestors are buried deep in the Earth’s mantle
Over millions (maybe billions) of years, their remains turned into shiny, black carbon
Each rotting body dissolved  

from earth to water 
water to fire 
fire to air 
air to space

Eventually, each ancestor became a radiant diamond, taking their place in the twinkling sky

The way to the Earth’s depths requires an inward journey 
My turbulent mind holds positive and negative thoughts
The facets of my life reflect the past, present, and future

The intense heat of my emotions rolls on the whipping winds of a swirling storm
Daily stress cooks and bakes me into something resilient
 
Life’s pressures sculpt something precious inside me
And I can be brilliant or dull – the choice is mine

My spiritual jewel is revealed when I become awake to a higher consciousness
Through meditation and self-reflection, I polish myself into luminosity
I am strong and refined

I become a diamond

Finding the Truth (without technology and screens)

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In the midst of death life persists, in the midst of untruth truth persists,

in the midst of darkness light persists.

-Mahatma Gandhi

I love this line by Mahatma Gandhi: “In the midst of untruth truth persists.” No matter what happens in life. No matter how many lies are on the surface. The truth exists at the core.

There is also a truth that is within us. One way to find this truth is to come back “home” to ourselves. The word “home” contains “OM.” There are so many distractions in life that we need to intentionally find the truth within us. Meditation, self-reflection, silence, and yoga are ways to find this truth.

Technology is changing the way we think and function. We must reduce our screen time. Engage with screens and technology in small doses. Each time we are on a screen, our brains change. The dopamine hits light up certain aspects of our brain, which creates addiction. We need to figure out a balance when engaging with screens.

In the documentary “The Social Dilemma,” I recall Jaron Lanier, a computer scientist and futurist, discussing the crucial need for humans who are not manipulated to sit down and have a conversation. He is referring to people whose brains are not addicted to or manipulated by screens. I understood that he said this because we will need humans with normal brain function to make life-changing decisions. People who have become zombies will be of no help.

My husband, Jeff, is addicted to his cell phone (he likes to doom-scroll). Last week, I asked him, “What do you remember about what you read on your phone ten minutes ago?” He could not answer me. However, I could easily recall what I read ten minutes ago from a paper book. The point is that screens, for the most part, are a waste of time.

Also, we must not give children iPads or smartphones. Children are our future, and they are becoming zombies. The human child needs to play, dream, imagine, create, and have space. Screens are rewiring their brains to become addicted, distracted, and have less focus and concentration.

One of the goals of meditation is to learn to focus and concentrate. Screens are the opposite of meditation. The distraction of screens takes us farther away from ourselves. As humans, we need to come back home to ourselves.

We are at a crossroads right now. Each adult needs to do an assessment with their phone, computer, or any other screen. Ask yourself:

  • How do I physically feel when I’m on my screen for more than an hour?
  • How does my brain feel after scrolling on my phone?
  • Do I feel dizzy when I’m on my phone for too long?
  • In my day-to-day life, do I feel distracted and impatient?
  • Do I have enough attention span to mindfully listen to someone in person?
  • Are my emotions more severe after spending over two hours on my phone?

I know that I physically feel dizzy and nauseous if I’m on my phone or computer for too long. I actually start to feel “unwell.” Therefore, I know that phones and computers are unhealthy and dangerous to the human brain.

I still use screens, but in small doses (like radiation, which it is). I do not allow any technology, including my cell phone, in my bedroom. I turned off all notifications except text messages. I also find ways to disconnect by doing art projects, practicing yoga, meditating, exercising, or reading. I also enjoy phone-free conversations with family and friends.

We can find a way to balance our screentime. We need to have normal brain function without manipulation and addiction. We need to find the truth within us.

Namaste.

Human Crisis – Martin Luther King Jr. Words on Justice

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During my yoga class last night, two participants were in tears because of the shooting of Renee Nicole Good and the Immigration and Customs Enforcement (ICE) in Minnesota. One woman sobbed so hard that she took sharp, shallow breaths. I realized that everything that is happening in my home state is deeply affecting people.

At the core of the human heart, is a human crisis. When will the mistreatment of human beings end? When will we treat one another as family on this planet? When will we stop the abuse?

As yogis, we agreed that humanity continues to create cycles of trauma. We are deeply saddened that this injustice continues in 2026. We are appalled that this is happening.

So, what did Martin Luther King Jr. say about justice? He said:

“It is not possible to be in favor of justice for some people and not be in favor of justice for all people.”

“The arc of the moral universe is long, but it bends toward justice.”

“We need leaders not in love with money but in love with justice. Not in love with publicity but in love with humanity.”

“Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.”

Martin Luther King Jr. was a trailblazer of nonviolence and peaceful protesting. Just like Mahatma Gandhi, he used his brain, not brute force. It’s his intelligence and cleverness that lead the way. I hope we can channel Martin Luther King Jr.’s energy and spirit to help us in these trying times.

When the yoga class ended, we embraced each other in a group hug. We may feel helpless, but we can be part of nonviolent and peaceful protesting. We can also do things “behind the scenes.” We must also serve as a guiding light for others.

Namaste.

Resource:

You Do Matter Minnesota
Living Through Crisis

Earl E. Bakken Center for Spirituality & Healing
University of Minnesota

http://z.umn.edu/ydmMN

Member’s Show – Arts Consortium of Carver County (ACCC) Gallery

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Water Lilies
By Gina Gafford
Member’s Show
Photography
Sponsored by the Literary Committee of the Arts Consortium of Carver County
ACCC Gallery at the Chaska Community Center (artsofcarvercounty.org)
November 1 – December 31, 2025

Water Lilies (photos taken at Como Park Zoo & Conservatory, Minnesota)
ACCC Gallery at the Chaska Community Center.

ACCC Gallery at the Chaska Community Center.

The Power of Deep Breathing to Reduce Anxiety

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Several weeks ago, as I woke up from sleep, I had a vision. I saw a tunnel about three inches in diameter open up near my forehead (third eye area). I heard a “snap” as it briefly opened up for a second. I saw a ring of light around the circle, and in the center of the circle were white, twinkling stars in a black background.

AI generated from my sketch.

I’ve never had a vision like that before. I wasn’t scared, but I also didn’t feel ready to go “down that rabbit hole.” I even questioned if I was ready to dive deeper into my spirituality.

To calm my nervous system, I practiced Ujjayi Pranayama. Here is the practice:

  1. Start to breathe in and out through your nose, naturally (mouth closed).
  2. Then take a slow, deep breath through both nostrils. The passage of the incoming air is felt on the back of the palate and makes an oceanic sound (sa). The sound is audible. You can use the mantra Saha. – if you want to.
  3. Exhale slowly, deeply, as the outgoing air is felt on the back of the palate and makes a sound (ha).
  4. Repeat the cycle for five to ten minutes.
  5. Ujjayi breathing sounds like the ebb and flow of the ocean.

Ujjayi Pranayama is also helpful when practicing yoga, especially during pain when stretching. I remember reading years ago that yoga can give the practitioner the skills to work with pain.

One more thing, emotions are very powerful. We can use our emotions to send out our intentions into the universe. If you feel a strong emotion, send out a prayer with that emotion as a catalyst for change.

Namaste.

Two Canoes (Poem)

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Two Canoes
by GG

Mother prepares a canoe. The canoe is ready to bring me across the lake to a new land, a new life. I ride alone with the pull of the magnetic moon. I feel the blue waves pressing. I see the illuminated darkness around me. I am drawn toward the bright light. I am not afraid. I arrive in the new land with my head first and a demanding voice. Then I grow every day, and I look at the shining moon above. I see the yellow sun set on the horizon each night. I experience life. Then, one day, Mother prepares a canoe. It’s ready with love to take me back across the waters to the other side. I ride alone. I am not afraid. The shimmering moon pulls me back toward the night sky. The white lights guide my way.

I chose to write about “Two Canoes” because it brought back a memory of one of my hospice patients. As he neared his death, he would say, “It’s almost time to get into the canoe.” He said it with quiet acceptance.

Rome is the Rose

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Roses in Rome – Photo by GG

About eight months ago, my friend Roxanne, whom I’ve known for 25 years, told me about a trip she wanted to take. She wanted to join the 2025 Jubilee Pilgrimage of Hope to Rome, Italy, from October 24 to November 1. She found a tour group and asked if I wanted to go. I had planned a trip to Peru at the end of May, so I said no. She invited another friend instead.

Then, about a week before the trip, Roxanne called me. She said her friend and travel companion had pneumonia and canceled the trip. She asked if I wanted to go. I said I would need to check with my husband and ask for time off from work. I was cleared to go on Monday, October 20, but the tour group did not approve the change. On Tuesday, October 21 (three days before leaving for the trip), the tour group accepted me.

Roxanne said it was meant for me to join her on this trip. She had many people praying that I could go, and everything fell into place at the last minute! I had three days to pack—it was a whirlwind! Thankfully, I had everything that I needed since I just traveled to Peru.

Before the trip, I thought about why I was going. I knew one reason was to be Roxanne’s companion. I travel a lot, so I could help her navigate airports and the city (this was my third trip to Rome, and it was Roxanne’s first). There was also a spiritual reason. I wanted to connect with the divine feminine and pray for my family.

During the trip, I connected with my Catholic roots. I also witnessed in every church the crowds were around the statues and paintings of Mother Mary (the Divine Feminine). It made me realize, whether conscious or not, the world is returning to Mother God.

During my meditation, I contemplated the reason why I was going to Rome. The message was clear: Beacons of Light are going to Rome. I would join many others in bringing loving light to Rome. Many times throughout the trip, I mentally put a bright white light around my body. I projected love for the divine Mother.

Rome is the Rose—the foundation of the Catholic Church. The powerhouse of spirituality and human direction. People put their trust and hope in the church. I was in the papal audience, with thousands of other people, at the Vatican. I looked into Pope Leo’s eyes (if it really was him), and I could see the responsibility and even the burden of people’s trust.

I am not the same Catholic girl that I was in my youth. I have opened my eyes to see that many roads do lead to Rome. I am a yogi who believes in the power of my own salvation. Even Jesus said, “The Kingdom of God is within you.”

Ancient Rome is the foundation of the original architects of Tartaria. The Catholic Church puts its stamp on all the ancient buildings. The world of deception is breaking down. Now it’s time to remember.

Although I have distanced myself from my Catholic upbringing, I still believe in the power of prayer. While I was in Rome, I prayed a lot. I prayed for several family members and the world. I prayed in 12 churches during my time in Rome. The tour group also prayed the Rosary almost every morning.

The first Mass of the trip was at the Church of the Holy Spirit in Sassia, near the Vatican, which dates back to the 12th century. I felt connected to this old church and all the history. I felt the holy spirit in my heart and the expansive divine.

Church of the Holy Spirit in Sassia – Photo by GG
Church of the Holy Spirit in Sassia – Photo by GG

My favorite church was the Basilica of St. Paul Outside the Walls. I was born in St. Paul, Minnesota. It was a massive church with huge columns and high, golden ceilings. My friend, Roxanne, said it was like a “taste of heaven.” I could feel the spacious, healing energy. I realized that there is divine intervention and it’s not just fate that plays a hand in our lives.

Basilica of St. Paul Outside the Walls – Photo by GG
Basilica of St. Paul Outside the Walls – Photo by GG
Basilica of St. Paul Outside the Walls – Photo by GG

There are threads of truth in every religion. The truth is about seeking balance, harmony, and peace. It is about consciousness and wisdom as a divine pair. We are on a spiritual journey toward divine light.

Consciousness is the “Christ” that Jesus taught us. Many Eastern religions teach us to let go of the ego and connect with a consciousness that merges with divinity (the Universal Field). Additionally, to transcend the ego, we must seek solutions that benefit humanity. It is the cosmic dance. Humans are part of a greater whole.

We must also humble ourselves because we don’t know everything. When I looked at the majestic buildings and churches, I realized that there was much about our past that we do not know. I felt happy to be on a Pilgrimage of Hope. As human beings, we can change, and there is hope.

According to Wikipedia, a pilgrimage is a journey to a holy place that can lead to personal transformation, after which the pilgrim returns to their daily life. I do feel transformed. I feel calmer and more accepting of all aspects of life.

The energy in the world is stronger. We need to protect ourselves from outside energy. We can do this by purifying the body, mind, and spirit. Eat healthier foods, exercise, do yoga, limit screen time, and connect with our spirituality.

To clear negative energy, we can use sound, just like our ancestors did in old churches—bells, singing bowls, musical instruments, and the voice. Be careful with your thoughts. Meditation is the best tool to clear the mind. We have limited time on earth, so we need determination and wisdom.

Many blessings to you. Namaste.

The Eternal Sky (Poem)

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Lough Leane, Killarney National Park, Ireland
– photo by GG


The Eternal Sky
by GG

I arrive exhausted—
The 24-hour time traveler.

The inner chatter won’t stop.
Doubt questions doubt.

Grief fills my heart—too many goodbyes.
Sandstorms blur the sky of my mind.

Thoughts clutter the sky.
Even the bright sun dies.

The moon reflects only the truth.
Can I look up instead of down?

Letting go is my greatest lesson.
Loving-kindness lights the path.

Ancestral sky shaman whispers—

There’s no time in space.
And love is eternal.

I awakened.